So the last week has been quite difficult, what i originally thought was food poisoning was actually a very severe uti... ( ill leave out all the details for those who are reading) yet i have had to be on bedrest for the last week. I couldnt muster much strength to blog until today though.. bedrest was mandatory because of the the fear that the infection would travel to my liver and bladder.. i am quite weak still because my appetite ( i know mine rt?) has totally gone out the door.. no helps to the gym or eating healthier have i lost lbs, but to being ill... ahh what an irony.. the only thing that i guess i can say is that i totally love my doctor, she is really awesome and knows how to make me feel better and not stupid

as for the support. some people have been really nice and come by and others not so much which is fine. i expected though one particular person would be a little more supportive to me but what i have learned is not to expect anything

its hard not to expect when one would do anything for others around her but thats life..

i got a new mattress for my bed ( long time coming) its nice.. comfy.. not to high to i guess it meets all my requirements

i have a long work day tomorrow, : / not sure how i feel about that considering that i have been so unwell and literally in bed for the almost a week , i hope i am able to make it through the day and not leave early and look inept.

i am trying to think what else i might want to add

oh the suns out today however the air is quite chilly- socks required- i got really cute new sandals ( i live in california) but thus far have not been able to wear them so until i blog again i guess im stuck in my uggs, & leather boots....

salut  from santa monica !

xo

watching the golden globes

some dresses are amazing and some not so much

its raining and gloomy and so is my mood has been for the last month or so